You were just another nameless face in the crowd. And you made me dream. You made me wonder who you were in reality. You made me want you. Then you disappeared. And I know Ill never find you ever again. But still I sit here wondering about you. I wonder what you are like. How you act. Why I lost it when you were around. And I realize it was all worth something. The breif moment when I looked in your eyes and saw myself. And I was floating. then BAM! I was on the ground again. And I thought I died. I thought you picked me up. But im not sure yet, I think I lost control. I thought I had it. But it seems I dont. Way back I was never like this. I was always just the opposite. But something changed. Was it me? Or was it everyone else? I got up again. Still shaken from the fall. Everything was still a little blurry. It is not in focus. I saw you again. But I cant tell if it was really you. I was so scared to ask who you were. I wasnt even sure if you were real. But I was slipping anyway. I woke up and everything was gone. Except the sun that was beating down on my face. And I tried to roll over and go to sleep again. But I couldnt. The dream was different this time. It wasnt you this time. It was me. Crawling through a narrow maze. Trying to find myself this time. But always ending up back in the middle. I kept going back and forth. Sleeping, waking up. But what I saw everytime was me in that maze. Looking confused. I think I see you this time. But I know I dont. I dont know who you are but still I chase you. It wasnt my mind playing tricks on me. And you have lead me to this place. And to the left of me is a bright sunny place. Flowers, a big stream that ran purple, with blue grass. And the sky was silver. To the right was a room with candles, it was pitch black with a ray of light shooting across the ceiling. When you lit the candles, I saw the walls were deep red and the ceiling was also black. There was a bed and a radio. You told me to choose. I said right. Only because the light seemed to be a ray of hope. And you said it was the correct room. When I asked why? you dissappeared again. And I woke up. I was in that room. It was my room, and i knew who you were, I knew who I was too. And I got up, drank some coffee...and cried ...

I'm not crazy this is actually based on a dream I had once eh..

'1998